Miss- Klutz

new beginning

2010-03-12T07:02:00.000-08:00

its been such a long time since i last blog..I tink it is about 2 months ago since i last blog..anyway alot of things happen during this 2 months.teachers are going so fast on each topic that i can hardly catch up.math is giving me headaches and poa drive me nuts..espescially since now we are learning all the hard topics..the only subject which i am suprisingly not stress about is malay and english..malay use to be so tough for me and since it is my second language,i dont really know a lot of malay words..As for english,im glad that our english teacher is mrs selvam,better than mr teo.i really hope that i do well for my n levels:}

anyway,today 12 of march,i had cross country..i actually wanted to get top 10 but i didnt make it..oh well,maybe next year than.as long as i give it my best.today,it was so tiering running the whole bedok reservoir!!My heart was beating so fast when i completed the race and my leg seriously hurts!!lucky tomorow is saturday and i can rest but still monday muust be back in school for remedial!! like this,this one week break is still the same as school as i have cca,alot of homework and revision to do!!

Better start soon doing it..ok,thats all i can remember that happen..gtg now..bye

What Do You Want From me?

2010-01-05T01:16:00.000-08:00

School has started juz this week and is fun too..having camp on the first week,the last camp in gmss..I cant believe Im having N level this year..time fly so fast,I can still remember my first day in sch in sec 1 still haha..Goal for this year>>>>>>become a better person
~do well for n level and go to sec 5
~Dont think negative
~forget the past
~let fate as it is,there's nothing i can do about it and if god really want it to be like this,I will accept it
~accept all the challenges in live and learn to overcome in it
~Independent
~~~~~~~~~There is so many goal for me this year that I cant type it all out.I juz hope 2010 will be the best year ever for me, gtg now,bye

KISS AND TELL

2009-12-04T04:17:00.000-08:00

When you walk, you don't leave tracks
When you talk
they don't talk back

Believing every word you say
But they don't know, they don't don't know
Secrets that you just can't keep
Promises that you made me
You twisted it to suit yourself
But now I know, I know, I know

Ooh
Everything that I told you
OohYou just smile and then you
Kiss and tell everything I say
Stuck inside your little web

Everybody wants to know
Yeah
Lips that lie, caught in your trap
Sold me out and you just laugh
Tell me were friends until the end
Yeah
But you don't mean it, don't mean it
wish that I could take it back
You want it all but you can't have that
People falling at your feet
But they don't know, they don't don't know
You're gonna figure out real soon

The dirty deeds will catch up to you
It's crumbling beneath your feet
But you don't know, you don't don't know
Ooooooooo
Everything that I told you
You just sKiss and tell everything I say

I Juz love this songs and its lyrics by selena gomez

Bummed

2009-11-24T00:14:00.000-08:00

HEy viewers out there..Long time never post,really no mood post lah dunoe why.
Anyway,here's what happen yesterday..meet maria in lib,then we go discuss the geo hw..
Really very hard,then still must draw diagrams and explain..so tough..I just realised thatgt express paper are sooo hard..then we finish around 4 plus then go eat mee at opposite the lib there..VERY DELICIOUS...and I even ate abit of my sister's share haha..Maybe I too hungry thats why?haaha..then went back home..Somthing really funny happen that same night..I went to my room to go give blankets to my bro becoz I saw he forget to take them and I was not really feeling sleepy that time and soo I decided to scare him..haha,Crazy me??I go put the blanket on my face then I walk slowly to his room..BUT then to my suprise when he saw me,he didnt even say anything but instead he began making scary sound...He was laughing quitely u noe like a ghost like that..Very scary sia..Then shook him and calll out his name but then he never reply..I tot he really was a G..But then when I was about to leave,he began laughing like a crazy fellow..Laugh,LAUGH ,LAUGH, looking at me..Then he sais he noe that I was the'ghost' and he wanted to scare me instead..so funny.then wake up the my whole family becoz we laugh so loud..Then I told my mum what happen and she also began laughing..Just thinling about this incident make me laugh...
ok that all for now..hILDA,i REALLY miss you,I dun noe why??I havent talk to you for soo long and I have a lot of things to talk to u about,If u reading this post,Please give some comments or tagged me,U havent be online for soo long..I REALLY MISS MY OLD FRIEND:]

You're lucky Im so nice,Even I'm suprise

2009-11-14T07:14:00.000-08:00

I am so desperately looking for jobs!All the jobs that I wanted to go said that they want students above 16 years old??So sway!!Finally manage to find 1 and the interview this tuesday..So nervous for it as this is my first time applying for it..Hope everything goes well:p
You know what,I just realised that the books for next year are much lesser and cheaper instead of sec 3?Its always that the more ahead of the year you go,The books are more..Especially if you are going sec 4 but is lesser..So weird rite??
anyway I hope that I will do well for my N levels and go to poly haha..Hope I can make it xD..
Okay frens,do enjoy your holiday and hope you will have a wonderful holiday!AND TOMORROW IS MY BRO'S BIRTHDAY!!iM SO EXCITED..iTS JUST RECENTLY MY MUM BIRTHDAY AND NOW MY BRO!! hAHA.SO HAPPY THAT IM USING CAP LOCK!!

bored

2009-11-10T23:26:00.000-08:00

Haiz,so long never post..Wonder if anybody still reads my blog or not:(
Anyway here's what happen during the past few days..
7 november(saturday)
Went fpr pioneer badge training and do the 5 stations..so tiering and hot
All of us cannot even light up the fire becoz for the past few days was raining and also the grass all wet..Try and try but still all of us cannot light..then do the ladder and poncho thing..quite fun lah atleast im not not bored at home haha..
8 november(sunday)
Went library to go borrow some books..I Just find out that Im a bookworm haha..Seriously staying at home is so boring so might as well read some books so can improve your english ans stuff..And now,I lOVE READING BOOKS
9 november(monday),10 november(tuesday)
Was planning all the stuff for my mum's birthday which was the next day on 10 november..We wanted to give her a suprise but in the end she find out..Haha,so funny the look on my mum's face when she found out the suprise we got for her..My dad actually brought her a expensive earings so nice and beautiful!!It was a diamond studded earings..Omg,It was so dazzling and my mum look so beautiful in it..I shall upload its picture some day..Its really very beautiful!!
11 november(today)
Im sooo bored staying at home and Im currently looking for some part time jobs??If anyone has found a part time job,pls invite me go also :):)
Ok,thats all for today and hope you guys will like my new blog song..Its my FAOURITE BOLLYWOOD SONGS and I wonder if you are reading this but I will Love to wish you A very"happy birthday to you SF"

2009-10-31T23:37:00.000-07:00

Happy Halloween my dear friends :)

Chocalate rush

2009-10-29T06:07:00.000-07:00

IM Sooo sooo sooo happy today!!!YOu know why??I receive a gigantic touberlone choc with lot of different flavours(dont be jealous arh) from miss ng coz I improved the most for chem!!!And I pass all my subject!!My position is 18 out of 58..I really can believe And believe me,The minute I receive it,A lot of ppl began Groping sround me for the chocs haha..Well,I am very open hearted you know haha..And cheryl gave me one of this rose which she made it of the ferrero roche wrapper..Incridibele isn't it??But I have to throw it away as I dun want those ants crawling into it..Anyway,Had I&E workshop today and it was fun..Slacking around but but but I bought this wonderful flower which I had to make it myself..I Tell You it was very fun although it was soo complicated..Most of the groups had set up their store except for some which include me:( ,,Haiz had to stay back after sch with joleen to make think of an idea..Desperately thinking of IT I tell..I wish an idea could just pop into my head instead of thinking of it for do loong...Went to lib to think and then saw joshua..He join us and then we had to just think,think,think of an idea..Finally came an idea..Selling chocs???I dun know it will work coz the chocs cost a bomb!!

I want to upload more but cannot

2009-10-27T02:05:00.000-07:00

my bro pic and geylang during hari raya..yeah 70 post of the year!!!I noe I havent post for sooo long time..Sry sry,So lazy post sia...

Anyway,The results are out And I pass all my sub!!!I cant believe it!!!For eoy somemore...Im So FREAKING HAPPY!!!HAHAH,MY hard work did pay off at last!!!

Anyway,i noe i have been so emo nowadays, a lot of ppl say so but I myself seriously dun noe why??"stop being emo"must remind myself haha...

The Devil

2009-10-14T04:50:00.001-07:00

Hello viewers out there!!You might be wondering why did I post The evil devils(Satan)pics in here..Well let me tell you guys something which I think everyone knows except for this particular person..What is a devil?Well,he is the evil person in this world and he lives in everyone of us always trying to disturbs us and creating evil thoughts in our mind..He is particular just flying around this whole world always winning in whatever things they one,with huge respect but what they dun noe is they are controlled by god..They are just like puppets who are controlled by the"almighty" and God can just pull them out...Yes,they are very happy with whatever they have succeeded which is doing evil greed to people,making people quarrel,stealing ppl fren and what so ever but they don't know that god is watching every step of your plan..There will be an end to this..A very terrible end in which you yourself cant imagine its outcome..You are no less than a devil..The greatest evil of all is just YOU,YOU and ONLY YOU..

You will get your retribution one day..Just Wait and see..IF you thing I'm writing nonsenses,then why bother reading it??

Let ME Scream Out loud.."EXAMS ARE OVER"!!!!!!!!!!WOO!!!!I'm so happy its over!!!!That exam which made me so frustrated and stress....ITS over..I just feel like a great burden of mine is gone...

I cant ignore this feeling

2009-10-09T02:21:00.001-07:00

haiz,Juz did my geography paper today and it was so easy!!I cant believe that im saying this but I swear I did my best and IT was Easy!!SS and maths paper was so tough!!For ss,Im so sad that im gonna fail it..Although I started for 4 hrs for ss,Im gonna fail it..Wasted..I manage to the the source based question but I only had 15 minutes to do 2 essays!!So rushing..I actually studied so hard on the conflict in sri lanka and northern iceland conflict but end up only 2 question came out which was so difficult..Chimp word haha..I still did this question eventhough I was half way dowing the 1 question which was about economic factor..The teacher who is gonna mark my paper will be shocked by my handwritting...HAha,what to do??No time??So I still have chem,phy and poa paper to go..EXam ,pls be gone !!I hate exams!!!Who doesnt?? and trust me,dun sleep sraightaway after u studied for a few hours becoz u aill forget the whole thing the next day..

Im willing to accept u back if u still the person I noe..HAha,its ok misunderstanding happens between people..Its nothing new for me..

Stupid meee!

2009-09-30T05:01:00.000-07:00

Arrg!! Eoy exams is tomorrow and guess wat im still blogging!!HAiz,I juz no mood to study nowadays..Can someone help me??Drag me to study wif u..anyways,IM not gonna blog anymore..(I noe I said this a lot of time)but i can help it..Anyway the main purpose of blogging today is to let that person noe that Im not gonna fall for it again..You are juz like a chameleon,keep changing colours..When u quarrel wif them u come to me but when u ok with them u totally forget me??What do u tink of urself??You are the same as the rest..Thats wat i can say bout u..YOU HAVE CHANGED ALOT..seriously,I dun noe wat happen to u over this pass few months..Juz becoz i didnt walk home with u ,u are angry??I noe its my fault and I apologised to you but when you were talking to me,I didnt pay much attention to wat u were saying so I juz said YES..This is my fault I accept but You too should not get angry over such small things..SO dun run back to mee if u guys quarrel again coz Im not a piece of trash...ok,enough for today..I nid to go study for english EOY which is tomorrow..Bye,GD luck for the exams:)

Before

2009-09-23T08:29:00.000-07:00

Before It was done..Its actually in black and you have to put it on for like a few hours and
than after it drys,Just peel it off and 'Walaaa' you hand is done

After It was done

2009-09-23T08:27:00.000-07:00

I totally love my sister's design
ps:This is not my hand but my sis

I UNDERSTAND NOW

2009-09-23T06:13:00.000-07:00

Yo people..Im soooooo happy!! Hari raya was great and I really enjoyed myself!!Btw,check out the henna paintings in my hand..Is done by my dad and myself:)..Is really very red and got some ppl say I look like gangster just becoz I put henna on my hand??Doesn't make sense does it?? hahas,Im so sorry ppl but im not gonna post from now omwards..Exams are juz in 1 week time or maybe 2?SOO fast..I swear I didnt even touch my books!!Anyways,skewl was great today but I everyday kena bullied by the person sitting on my right and left:(..Annoying ppl,
ok,nth to post anymore..Gtg now

Totally obsessed with Zayed

2009-09-18T07:35:00.001-07:00

He is my favourite actor..If he was my age,I would be chasing over him!!

1 more day

2009-09-12T06:05:00.000-07:00

Hey,Im back..I hope you didnt miss me haha
Holidays gonna end soon.Is tat a good thing a sad thing?
HAh,Didnt noe fasting month end so soon..Its the last week
to fast next week and Im so sad..You must be wondering why am I sad
instead of being happy ,well becoz I did manage to be on diet but
the shocking truth is that I only lost 1kg!!Wth??I guess is kinda ok
coz Im not trying to slim down or what..so here we go,skewl gonna start soon
on monday and I have yet to finish my malay hw..
Actually supposed to find a festival in greece and describe in powerpoint
presentation but in the last minute,I cant find my pw..omg,Dun tell me I lost it?
ok,gtg now

Thanksgiving day

2009-09-06T20:32:00.000-07:00

Well had thanksgiving day on 5 sep and it
was a whole lot of fun..HAd fun selling rootbear
flotie with saidah and haziqah ,amanda and syafiqah:)my job was actually
to chop{not sure how to spell} the coupons..Mind you,Its
not as easy as you think as there were alot of students
giving the coupons.Overall,its quite fun lah but exhausting as well

Then,Went to help our class store which was fencing and had to blow tons and tons
of ballons and we actually did not have enough ballons and have to buy somemore.Its quite easy lah but you have to aim at different colour of ballons.like for eg
if u aim the orange ballon you scored 70 points and so on.It was fun at first but the worst part was
cleaning up..There were like 100 plus busted ballons on the floor and had to clean up.

SO the DAm Tirieng buT It waS fuN.

To that person

2009-09-02T05:05:00.000-07:00

Listen to this carefully,Nobody in this world is born to suceed someone
else..Eventhough you say that you will suseed,you will never be able to do that so
becoz often those who think that they think they wil suceed,but end up they will lose
terribly and 1 more thing,who are you to say that you will suceed??
Its not even you who decide who will suceed or lose..God will decide
this not you..Get it or must I explain it to you again??

What happen to you??

2009-08-28T06:03:00.000-07:00

Here we start,
well today was quite okay for school
our class projector finally made yah yah yah!
Now dun need go to humanities room
I dun noe why but I feel that the world whole change
people change very fast,really Im telling you very fast,
Stupid me for trusting you all this long
I thought u can be trusted but it turn out that you are the same,
juz like th rest..STUPID STUPID ME!!haiz
No point crying over split milk..
THe evil never wins!! They will lose eventhough they are enjoying themselves now becoz god noes who is in the right and who is in the wrong..

.

2009-08-25T07:08:00.000-07:00

SOS shes in disguise
SOS shes in disguise
Thers a she wolf in disguise
coming out,coming out

Happy Ramadan

2009-08-25T06:22:00.000-07:00

Hey there!!I noe I have not been posting resently but first thing first,
I would lIke to wish all my muslim fren"selamat berpuasa"..As u can see,we are having our fasting month this month and have to fast for 1 month..
Yeh,and since its the holy month,I must refrain from doing evil things
and doing sins...Try to be patience and in plain english,JUST CHILL..
wow,our projector was burning last thur during chem lesson and the whole class
was smelling as if it was burnt!! God know how I survive sitting right infront
of the projector...haha!! Shit lah,I nid to go do that homework before I kanna
scolded tomorrow..Sometimes i wonder whether you are a friend or a foe?

-

2009-08-20T08:27:00.000-07:00

sory for not posting..I really too lazy too post..anyway school was
fun and I cant believe that I improve in my chem from before..I
juz do that test in a rush..haha oog then..Mr teo did not cum tomorrow
and have 4 period free..quite slacking all the way..by the way,
I and ikram are not together..We are jux frens or rather bro and sis..
Alot of ppl have this misunderstandings..Thats nvr gonna happen and even mr teo said
it infront of the whole class!!EEEHHH!!!Thats nvr gonna happen..ok,I nid to go now..bye and sweet dreams

east division day

2009-08-15T06:56:00.000-07:00

well,today i had my east division day at danman high skewl and guess what we won in 2 competition!!we the gm guides are very' talented..anyway i was not involve in any competition so i went for tally match..this game is so fun..guides from other sch also join and we form a team..we get to noe each other and also played some games like three legged race..i keep tripping over cozz my legs were tied haha and we also tried passing a ball by holding a spoon in our mouth and then passing to each others spoon..u have too concentrate alot and after that we have to around the pole 10 times ,make me so dizzy!!the best part was to push each other off from the a pole wa were standing haha..we won!!

-

2009-08-13T02:05:00.000-07:00

Haha..Im so stupid!!I fail my chem test by 0.5 marks...
wasted la!!Im so dam careless..but who cares coz got retest
on monday and those who scored below 20 have to take the retest..
Unfair for some of them..Imagine if u have 19 marks??wasted!!
Anyway,I noe who u are and i have reported you to the dm..Good luck to
u if u still wanna spam ppl..Everything changes so fast..We could be good frens for a moment but then
in 1 sec we could be separated..I give it all up to my fate now..Only fate can decide now..
I dun noe why but I feel clumsy nowadays..Im a klutz lah!!

my eyes are finally open

2009-08-12T03:26:00.000-07:00

Halo!im bored now so thats why im blogging..anyways heres what happen today..played volleyball for pe and my hands are red and pain..why did i even hit the ball so hard? Haha,i guess'i like to put in effort in work..and im so happy that mr hahaha did not come!lucky i did not really study for poa test..i fell for it once and im not gonna fell for it again..aargh! Tomorrow have maths test and its about the general formula..almost everyday test! I dun noe why but i got this song in my head'marjani marjani'..in case u dun noe but it means let them go to hell..i cant be bothered anymore..thats the lyrics..ok,signing off now

-

2009-08-10T04:32:00.000-07:00

Haha..Im so bored now..Have sch tomorrow and test the following day..i hope its normal..Ok,nth to blog about anymore

Its not dead yet

2009-08-07T05:35:00.000-07:00

Hello people Im back!!! I have not been posting due to too much lazyness
Anyway,A lot of things happen bu Im only gonna say the imp one..
Today had ndp and Im so shocked that They replaced me for someone else..
Waste my time and woke up so early but I did learnt a lot of skills
from the drill practice..Hope I will be GOH next year or something..
And IM so Stressed NOW!!! I need a break lah..Too many things hapening..
Thats why I did not post for some times..Next week all HAve test And Im so
Gonna flunk in it..And Yes hilda,I am not goona overworked myself as its bad for my health and u too ok..
I noe A maths is tough but all the best to u..I noe u can do it gal!!
And to that spammer who have been stalking and spammimg my blog as u can see,
its a damm Bloody coward..Dun mess with me or it will get worse... juz wait and see
bloody coward..

tELL ME YOUR NAME IF U A BRAVE

2009-08-02T21:57:00.000-07:00

WHOEVER HAVE BEEN SPAMMING ME,tELL ME YOUR NAME..dUN SAY PEOPLE FROM BEHIND,iF U A BRAVE WRITE UR NAME OR SAY FACE TO FACE cOWARD..
dUN ATTACK PEOPLE FROM BEHIND,cOME TO THE FRONT AND ATTACK..iF U HAVE THE COURAGE,TELL ME YOUR NAME COWARD..cOME TO THE FRONT,dUN HID BEHIND..wHY SPAM ME IN BLOG,sAY ME FACE TO FACE LAH IF U DARE COWARD..

Tired

2009-07-31T03:58:00.000-07:00

Had gg 2day,quite fun lah pictching the alter & drill, Guess what, im chosen and i will be marching on ndp,.Look,i cum 2 skewl 2 study and not fight, U told people that i want 2 replace u? Sory lah but i dun want 2 replace u nor wish 2 replace,U go on with u life and i will too,I dun treat u as a enemy nor my fren.U have ur own fren congrats.U go ur way,I will go my way.

-

2009-07-30T02:38:00.000-07:00

I do not want to be near the drain because If I throw a stone in it or someone else throw stones into the drain,the dirty water will splash on me and the mark will remain there and dirty my clothes..That is why I must stay away from the dirty drain.

I will miss you

2009-07-30T02:31:00.000-07:00

Today was hilda last day in school and It was damm shocking..I didnt even noe that today was her last day or not I could have bought for her a gift or sumthing..Seriosly,I feel a part of me missing when you are gone..I dun noe why but iI feel weird..I wish I could rewind time back to where we first met.I will miss you forever!!!

mega posting

2009-07-29T02:13:00.000-07:00

Mr teo did not come again and we had 3 period free :)..Truth and dare rocks man! I was like dare so many times 4 eg to say a guy,wow,you are so hot! Lol! Frens rock! I hope mr teo will not come tomorow again.. Gtg now and I tink im having sore throat now becoz 4rm all that shouting

my advice to you

2009-07-29T01:38:00.001-07:00

As a fren we care for you and there you are telling us that y should we care 4 u when we are not ur mother..Get this straight now becoz 4rm now onwards,we will not even think about you..SO YOU STAY OUT OF MY LIFE! I DUN NEED FRENS LIKE U ANYMORE COZ I REALIZED THAT U NVR WERE A FREN OF ME,..SOME KIND OF FREN U ARE,.I dun need you..Im totally fine without u but instead better of without u,GeT IT?

whats the problem with you

2009-07-29T01:38:00.000-07:00

Do you know why the class hates you?since you are leaving in a couple of weeks, i might as well tell you ,its actually becoz of your character..It has always been your fault and thats why should be the want apologising..Dun u find it strange that whenever there is a quarrel,the guilty person will always apologised first becoz they know they are in the wrong.I know u dun enjoy skewl much becoz u dun put effort into your work..You dun noe how to appreciate life..You are missing a whole lot of fun

Laughter is the best medicine

2009-07-28T01:35:00.000-07:00

WoAH!! Today I had a lot of fun..mr teo didnt came again haha and the whole class was high..My body is 90% full of sweet now and I can hadrly eat..
Im surrounded my guys on where I sit..I dont know why but our seating arrangement suddenly changed and I had the seat infront of maria but is surrounded by guys..Its hard for them to keep quiet lol..I dun noe why but our class simply juz love to shoot paper balls at each other and I though to myself why not indulge in it as well??Ikram haha was sitting infront of me and I was simply just shooting at him ang guess what??He didnt noe That I was shooting at him but He thought was glynn hahaha..Physics was boring as usual except that when mdm sharifah was demonstrating about the force and which object was to dropped first,Her face suddenly changed in expression haha..I couldnt control myself and Ikram to saw it and we were just laughing like an idiot non-stop..Really,Frens are the best,,Withou them I would not find it fun to cum to school and Jerry,Please dont cry..

Now,Our dear Bebo have to go do that stupid assigment which mdn sharifah have given

Thank You

2009-07-25T06:00:00.000-07:00

Why does the public holidays pass so fast??
I wish it could be longer..
anyways,I thank you that you came into my life..I really learnt
alot from you..Once again..Thank You my Angel... I didnt noe that I would
gained so much from you and I thank god for sending you into my live..I really
would miss you when you are gone..Through you I noe what each person is capable of doing
and Hey,Im not naive anymore..Maybe lastime but yeah,Thank you for coming into my life

we will miss you ms yap!

2009-07-24T01:19:00.000-07:00

First things first,today was ms yap last day in gmss :(she said it so suddenly during assembly today..I will really miss you..Thank for everything u have done 4 us.. I really learnt alot 4rm u and im glad i have ur msn..ONCE AGAIN..THANK U 4 EVERYTHING AND I WILL REALLY MISS U:-( today was world record for the number of absentes in h31b..10 people were absent..lets hope they are ok.. Because of that,We had the first two period free coz Only half the people were there and it will be not fair for them..I hope averyday would be like this.. More freedom and tons of free period^^

2009-07-23T00:38:00.000-07:00

I think I have lost my interest in blogging..I dun feel like posting nowadays..I feel so damm sleepy!! I dun noe why but whevever teachers are teaching,I feel like closing my eyes and sleep today..Had to force them open..Maybe Put toothpick around my eyes to force them open haha...Why must thr thanksgiving day be postponed?? I really wanted it on 1 august..Now it will be in september during the fasting month..its coming soon and dun be shock If I lose 3 kg during fasting month..I have this urged to eat now ..Why do I always feel so hungry around 4pm??

2009-07-21T03:55:00.000-07:00

Hey hey hey!! I noe i been quite moody this past few days But I cant just stop myself from posting it..I will either save it as draft or post it and Okay,Im not gonna be angry or moody anymore..Haha happy now hilda??

If mr teo is always gonna be on mc,I think H3-1B Is gonna flunk down in english..What do you think?? I noe hAve free period or can go back home early but there is also some disadvantages...Im not stopping u to join us..Come on join us we wont bite..

Words ot truth

2009-07-20T02:15:00.000-07:00

Something did happen today but im Not gonna post it coz its too confidential..I guess i nid ot solve this by my own and yeah,if you ever think of stealing my frens,Forget bout it k??
My quote for today"I can be soo good as to lay down my life for you and I could be soo bad that I can kill you".
Thats me bebo..If you got a problem with it then come on.I noe a lot of people who Are like that man and what did I ever do to you that you did this to me?? I was always doing my own thing,minding my own buissness .What Happen to you?? Knocking someone's table hten without apologising but instead scoliding that person??Who do you think you are?? Its not even your skewl and you have
no right to say this to people{This happen to my fren not me}So next time watch out for me

You need to watch the way you are talking to me yaw!

2009-07-20T01:58:00.000-07:00

Holla holla people Im back haha..What am I saying??lolz
I dun think i will be posting regurlary this few days coz I dun have all the time in this world to blog..I have other things to do than blogging hohohoho..DUn MIss me hahaha..Joking only!I forget to update but after flag day,The friendship band group went for movie{I hope you guys noe who Is frenship bang group or else ask jassie} and we watch this haunted ,Scary movie called "Haunted conneticut".JUst by saying the words makes me scared..Guess what?? I,sitti,Ikram were the only one watching the movie and the whole theathre{dun noe how to spell} were for us three,,What a privilege??{dun noe how to spell}We were like screamind and running around in the cinema like It was a house[dun tell anyone} and yap when the movie started,I was screaming the whole type& hugging sitti! I still have nightmares about it..Back to it now,,Sitti was always covering her eyes when the scary scene was on haha and I was screaming like Hell..Ikram was trying to control and look brave as he was a guy{no offence Ikram} bu I could still see fear in his eye..Ikram was like trying to scare me by blowing behind my eyes and making erie sound and yeah you got me!! That scare the shit out of me!! And I tot I saw a figure moving beside me you noe,,I dun noe whether it was real but I dun there go neare to it..nevermind,You guys never go you will not understand how fun,scary it was..

2009-07-17T06:23:00.001-07:00

2009-07-17T06:15:00.001-07:00

Him again!

Ayub

2009-07-17T06:08:00.000-07:00

Well behold!! my cute innocent 1 year old brother!! He is so damm cute and his cheeks are so chubby!! He was actually trying the snatch my handphone while I was taking his picture..Finally I did capture this rare piture..Isnt Ayub So cute and handsome!! I feel proud to be his elder sis haha

Unlucky day part 2

2009-07-17T05:17:00.000-07:00

Why are boys so blind??Cant even see where they are playing..3rd time get hit but this type by yong qin..blind people..Am I that small?? And just saying a simple sorry and walk off wont do it..Why are the guys targeting me always??Im not that preety or anything rite?? Im sick of this man..Again my six sense is telling me again that on monday,Im gonna be hit again..I got a bad feeling about this and yeah wendy,You really scare the shit out off me when you put that Fake disgusting cockroach on my hand!!Lol even some of the teachers were scared stiff and some girls..Girls are sensitive you noe{Ignore this}..Sian..Flag day tomorrow and Im so lazy to wake up early in the morning...You can do it Ruksana you can do it gal..Yeah!! I will update on what will happen on monday...I think My unlucky week is here until then..Bye!! BE sure to cum 4 flag day tomorrow:D

unlucky day

2009-07-16T08:16:00.000-07:00

Haiz!! Unlucky day today...Went to help out the girls store after school to help out but get hit by 2 balls ..One hit my leg{man,He did not even noe the ball hit me} and 1 one my head!!It came suddenly flying towards mw..walau that guy{son of bit**h}..Anyways,He did apologised after tat like 3,4 times to me and yeah,,I foggive him coz it was accidenataly..Just my luck becoz after helping our class,Was heading back home and suddenly realised I forget my wallet..Its was so scary I tell you..I tried searching everywhere and suddenly out of nowhere my mind told me it was in mac donald{Went for lunch there}..You would not believe what happen after this..I think my six sense ws rite..It was in mac donald loz..what a day was it today haha

Princess

2009-07-14T06:34:00.000-07:00

Hahas,I really love this picture!! Im a princess in my dream lol waiting for the prince..Lolz

Me

2009-07-14T06:30:00.000-07:00

Bebo's rule"If you are nice to me,i will also be nice to you","If you are bad to me,I will also be bad to you"

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2009-07-13T02:31:00.000-07:00

Hey hey hey fellow readers!! Sori not to post for 2 days or whatsoever..First things first,,MISS NAINEE IS BACK!!!!!! OMG I AM SO HAPPY THATS SHE IS BACK RITE??I am actually starting to forget some of the maths knowledge or maybe its too saturated to absorb anything this few days hahas..What aM i saying?? Randomly typing now..At least Im not fake...I show my true self and not hide it.I I really think I forget some of the maths!!! PLs help me!! Kau ni seorang penipu besar..you spam but still dont want to admit..I got evidence its you and I noe its you..Its you Its you Its you Its you...^ messages is still considered spamming t me..You did make a attempt to spam..

Spammers beware

2009-07-10T22:18:00.000-07:00

Somebody was trying to spam my blog but I noe who is it><..Hilda,spamming people is mean and childish so cut the crap lol!! Just because nobody spam me till now does not mean U people are free to spam me..Warning:"Next time u spam me,Think twice"..
you did try but I caught you..You want to play rough its fine with me..But it will be messy I tell you so beware of me!! Spammers go and die!! I hate spammers and do spammers have nothing else to do except spamming people blog huh?? Are they that bored that the only thing they find interesting is spamming people blog?? SO,FELLOW READERS..tELL ME YOUR OPINION IN MY TAGBOARD AND YA SPAMMERS ARE WELCOM EBUT PLS BUT UR BEAUTIFUL NAME THERE IF THEY WANT THEIR BLOG TO BE SPAM TOO!!

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2009-07-10T01:59:00.000-07:00

Because you're my friend
I'll give you support
Because you're my friend,I'll back you up.But because we truly like each other,that's why we're friend.
♥ Bebo

Reunion

2009-07-09T01:18:00.000-07:00

Wohoo!!!REUNION with frens...yah,I tot that never happen~~It had been on and off for years...You really changed a lot from who you were lastime.Is this real or juz my thoughts?? you did change for the better I hope..We have been playing this family game in which all of us are a memver and guess who's the mum?? NURUL THE MUM,iKRAM THE DAD and me the aunty!!hahaah uts fun playing my role..This what happen in school today..I had a elieve teacher for maths today and this male teacher came in and he look actually like Ikram..The face,hair and even the specs!! Unbelievable rite??anyways here what happen next..I told Ikram that the teacher look actually like him and I didn't realise that THE TEAHER ACTUALLY HEARD OUR CONVERSATIONS!!but instead of minding his own buissness,The teaaher look at me and said"I know I handsome rite?'...You cant guess tthe reaction our our face..EEEEEEEEEEHHHHH!! Disgusting!We all laugh our hearts out..FEllow readers do you like chemistry?? Because I really suck at it..We are learning this new chap abou fomulas and my brain was saturated!! Its so chimp and confusing..I sucks like hell for chemistry!!

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2009-07-07T01:41:00.000-07:00

Hello hello!! I dun noe y but i felt like saying it and yap grace I have link you..Dun you forget to link me ya...I feel like Im having a good time nowadays..Thxs to a bunch of frens of mine..Here's some interesting fact
- do you noe thats human beings are the only animal that will eat with their enemy??
Yah fellow readers,I noe its unbelievable~~Thats it for today

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2009-07-05T05:14:00.000-07:00

I guess its raining heavily now and im juz bored!! Im stuck indoors but hey,thats not a bad idea..The rain is expected to rain till 9.15pm.Gosh!Its that long!!watching war of the worlds now cause nothing better to do..Its really a nice movoe about giant robot jellyfish killing people..Eeh! Gross!! YAh thats how is it and they are juz killing people...Thats evil and thats a lot of violence..I think I may have a lot of male hormones and thats why I love watching this type of movie which usually guys watch!lol...kk,I need to do my homework now

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2009-07-03T06:00:00.000-07:00

Its so sad that the sec 4 are retiring from GG!! I really miss you guys..You guys have thought us a lot and now is us sec 3 turn to take over..We will really miss you guys and would just like to say"WE LOVE YOU GUYS!"

ok,here's what happen..After skewl had GG meeting and the sec 4 guys us a very nice gifts A rose!Uts beautiful! Haha.. Nurul actually left her chocalate in the classroom and she was like I want my choc now now now!! In the end,We went to the offive for the class keys and yap we got it..Maybe because nurul was a good conviencer to the office guy which was Alvin..hahaha..Im glad that we are finally frens again...

POEMS I MADE

2009-07-03T02:27:00.000-07:00

A Wise old owl lived in an oak; The more he saw the less he spoke; the less he spoke the more he heard:: Why can't we all be like that bird?.....

I wasn't looking for it, but some how it came, and found me.Before I had a chance to react, it wrapped it's warmth around me.Like a thief in the night, it has come and gone.I have nothing, but that vision to reflect upon.Until chance comes again, I'll let my thoughts dance upon the wind.All day long, in my mind, I walk love's lonely street.Like a tired man that longs to sit, but just can't find a seat.Then, there it was again, up ahead, to light my way.Only to vanish once more, just like all my yesterdays.Until chance comes again, I'll let my thoughts dance upon the wind.I don't know where I'm going, and where I've been isn't much to speak of.I just know my heart is always showing, leading me to some far off love.Just when I give up the fight.Here it comes to make the bad things good, and the wrong things right.Only to leave me lost and lonely again.Drifting away as my thoughts dance upon the wind.It has a name, I think they call it friend.

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2009-07-02T03:45:00.000-07:00

This world is really fake..You have to fight for survival If you want to get what You want!! Sometime doing the wrong thing for someone is actually helping them!! Why must It be like this??? Why cant It be like before?? Fake people everywhere...Dun try to hide

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2009-06-29T07:18:00.000-07:00

Ok ok...I still havent organised my blog yet bu they,I dun have the time u noe.Im not that free as u tink I am..anyway,Kelvin made card and ask who want to noe their fortune and yap,I did get it a try but is bullshit!Is all not true but im not gonna post it hehehe..Y does miss naine have to go on mc?Believe me but its quite boring without maths but theres 1 good thing and thats early dismissal...haiz haiz..Just becoz Im silent doesnt mean I dun noe ur real intention..Ur Changing bit by bit everyday...It turn out that u were also the sama as the others.."Sometimes,people have to be selfisf to get what they want" dun no e why but this quote always make me remind of someone...

GG Carnival

2009-06-27T05:49:00.000-07:00

I barely have enough energy to post..Its been such a long day today.Well,we had the gg carnival at bishan and guess what?,we had to reach school by 7.15!Yap,its that early but I guess I have to get used to it coz the stupid skewl is poening in 2 more days time..
GG carnival was fun coz we were selling drinks {Bandung & agar agar,Orange 7 up & agar agar}
We took turns to be in charge & my patrol Oriole was 4rm 11-12pm..Guess what,`we manage to attract a lot of other guides to Buy Our drink..my legs was so numb for standing up for 5 hrs flat.
Its still numb now..We attracted ppl by saying'Jelly beans for $2 and will get a guide free',hahaha as if thats gonna happen.We then said"buy 5 drinks and will get a guider for free'..LOL!U should have seen our guider face!Sumthing strange happen..In the bus,Someone began talking to me asking me where do I live and this and that..It really pissed me off.."are u planning to kidnapped me?".Thats what was I tinking that time..Kk,I seriously need to get some rest now after such a long day..

24 june 2009

2009-06-24T06:51:00.000-07:00

Honestly,I dun really like to blog coz Im too lazy to post anyways and u might be wondering what happen to my blog?'its disfigured".I wanted to add a new template but then i dun noe what the hell I click so now all my links are gone.I totally suck at blogging..nevermind.will build it up again.I really dun noe why must we have flag day anyway and complete 5 hrs of cip.Its toatally a waste of time.Skewl re-opening in a few days and I still dun understand some of the topics in maths..Haiz! I really need help.Any kind souls wanna teach me?

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2009-06-12T21:08:00.000-07:00

Well,I have been really pissed of with school work and my daily shedule nowadays..Ya,Im also having moos swings thinking about all the past.I really wish things could be better with them or maybe they just dun seem to accept me back..Maybe the fault is in me or sumthing like that.Only I noe what have I GONE THROUGH for this 2 1/2 years..Alot of changes have been made and Im trying hard to fit myself in..Im just taking a few minutes to think about the miserable past I have been living..Yap,I learnt a lot of new lessons too..
1.Dun ever trust anyboby except yourself
2.Let liars talk all about themself but stay quiet becoz the truth will come out in the future
3.Dun stay quiet{I dun want to eleborate on this haha}
4.Dun be tricked by ppl who put a fake character infront of others
5.Treat everbody equally

Ok,enough about the past.Past is History while tomorrow is a mystery....

Its not dead yet!

2009-06-07T01:00:00.000-07:00

Hello,Im back again..I have not been posting coz I was really bz this days..Yap,Its june holiday and its so fast..I can still remember the first day of skewl so cleary...Ok,Ok,I went swimming on like 2 days before and it was so fun..I stayed in the water for like 3 hours with my dearest bro and sis..Lucky the weather was hot and ont cold like the previous day..Hmmm...What shall I do during the june holiday??Maybe go vivo or bugis..Darn man!!Why must we have homework during june holidays?Im stress here hello?{1 white hair growing}Its so much especially English..

And this is to maria{a great fren}& to all my lovely frens,
My Friend
My Friend when I think of you.I think of all that we've been through.All the times we argue and fight,I know deep inside that it isn't right.I, then feel bad and alot of pain.It feels like I've fallen from the sky like the rain.I love you dear friend with all of my heart.But now that you're gone I've fallen apart.I'm getting better as the days go by.I wish sometimes this was all a big lie.I pray to you every night.It's like you're my fire, a burning light. My dear friend, I miss you alot.I still wonder why you were put in that spot.I know you're in a place much better than here. Watching and helping me with all of my fear.Our friendship my dear friend,we will have to the end.Friends til the end is what we will be.Someday we'll be together,together you and me.

22 may 2009

2009-05-22T05:12:00.000-07:00

Yeah!!!I finally pass all my exams!I noe its so unbelievable coz this is my first time passing maths after 2 years..Im so proud of myself,Well done Ruksana!Who would not be happy if they pass their whole subjects!All my frens,dun lose hope if you fail for mid-year..There is still end of year exams..Confirm You guys will pass want..I have faith in you so dun lose hope:D

Something terrible happen yesterday..My mum told me there was a giant cockroach at my back and I was like your kidding rite but it turn out to be true,,,A giant cockroah was at my back staring straight at me..I was so scared that I run my whole house jumping around shaking that cockroach off my back..Thx goodness it fall down but to my suprise,I saw my mum laughing {I don noe why}..She told me that the cockroach was a fake one..I felt embarassed coz I was jumping up and down shaking that ugly beast..The cockroach was in fact made of rubber and bounces off...I felt humilated..Who would not be??Anyway,signing off

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2009-05-20T02:33:00.000-07:00

Went bugis today and it was so dam fun.I and some of my frens(not from my class) went shopping and we bought a lot of clothes.We played arcade all day and then went home after that.Wow,today was my best day ever and Im living my Life to the fullest!I love my life

20 MAY 2009

2009-05-19T19:36:00.000-07:00

Yeah!!!All Exams are done!!WEE!!Finally I CAN enjoy NOW!!Im at home now and slacking with my sis..Im so nervous for my results on thursday and I think I am going to fail my Poa!Seriously,POA is so damm hard..Anyway,I went library with Maria Yesterday and we chatted for like 2 hours plus then went back home after she bought her tibits..1 more week before school closes!Yeah!AcHOOO!!!Im down with flu .Not swine flu but normal flu..Im the winner ,Im the winner??I dun noe what I am writting..I really hate exams and glad is so over now.Dun say the word exam In front of me..Preparing to fail for mid Year..But all the best to all my frens!Hope yopu guys will pass with flying colours..Im not gonna argue with you anymore coz its useless.your different and so am I!Im special from you.I noe you were a .................................................From the first time I saw you..As a Muslim,I will only pray that you will have peace and not being so ........................................................"Look,I arent arguing with you coz I didnt say Anything bout you..

YOU

2009-05-17T02:34:00.000-07:00

Im getting sick and tired of this...Dont you find it lame fighting in the blog..Why cant we just discussed face to face..Im norm and happy with it unlike u ,,I am not an Emo,Never an Emo coz I hate Emo's.Im smarter than you in all the subjects so you are the want with dimwitted brain not me..Shall I explain it to u a few times ??I ahte to be your fren coz u are the most,evil,selfish,liar person I ever met..Now I understand Why u are lacking in frens.Dont You have anything else to doo than yapping about me in your blog..I noe yuor life is quite boring and it sucks so go and get a life..I dont want to be in ur life..I have other frens who are way better than you..Your such a jerk!!Are you too free to write about me in your blog?Dont u have other thing to do rather than yapping bout me??I guess your life is so boring that u only have to write bout me in your blog..Yeah,,Im Famous!!

Specially to you

2009-05-15T02:05:00.000-07:00

Where do your left ur bloody brain at huh?I guess in the toilet bowl..U are so crazy that i recommend u to be admitted to the mental hospital.I can help you with it.i so fucking hate you.Why cant you just get out from my life,my mind?I regret making you my fren ever and i regret for seeing u the first time at the bubble tea shop.All the stupid lies u have been telling me..Eg,Im a pro artist,depression,stress plus many more..DO you think I believe you?I hate you to the core bitch..I become your fren but u betrayed me..nobody wanted to be your fren except me but ur betrayed me..SELFISH GAL..YOur SO UNGRATEFUL!Now I understand why u dun have fren..It all get into my mind now!You make use of me all this time and u tink I consider you as my fren??nNever EVER I CONSIDERED U AS MY FREN BUT JUZ A CLASSMATSE!!!YOUR SUCH A BIG FAT BETRAYER!!!!DUN SAY OTHER BUT YOUR HAIR,FACE,BODY,CHARACTERISTIC SUCKS!EMO RETARD..GO COMMIT SUICIDE FOR EVER I CARE..YOU DUN LIVE WITH YOUR PARENTS AND MAYBE THATS WHY,YOUR CRAZY..YOU WILL BURN IN HELL FOR ALL THE THING U HAVE DONE SO FAR.YOUR LIES CAN PILE UP TO A MOUNTAIN!YOUR SUCH A LIAR!!!!!!!!MISS BITCHY!!I dun care if you write bout me but this message will get you straight or shall i post it a few more times to get it straight into your crazy brain?Motherfucker!!OPS,u dun even have a mother.sry for that

15 may 2009

2009-05-15T01:50:00.000-07:00

Wow,Its after a lot of days im finally posting..yeah,thx to the stupid exam.Yeah,friday is finally here.Anyways,had chemistry today..Is it me or was the paper quite easy?Alot of ppl did say that.I got this feeling i will pass.Hilda,you must score higher than me since you are good in science..Better Hor!Im really bored now plus i dun noe what to post..Slap my face 3 times..Gosh,Im falling asleep now.See ya

8 may 2009

2009-05-08T07:54:00.000-07:00

Today was one of my best day ever!!!Me and maria were invited to nurul party and it was so fun and exciting..Eventhough the cake was home baxed,It was still delicious overall..Aftec cutting the cake,Some of the guys began throwing flour at nurul..HAha..She was all covered in flour from top to toe!LOL..SHe then went and bath and after that,You will not believe me but we played Catching!!I noe its unbelievable ,its only a children thing but I loved it!WEIRD isn't it??IM so childish>>>I was the catcher and it was so hard catching them..So tiering!WE played "ICE AND WATER AND CATCHING"!ITS a must try!I recommend you to play this..BElieve me,Its very childish but you will like it one..Thats all I have to say coz Im dozing off now from after all that running and chasing each other..Once Again THANK YOU NURUL FOR INVITING ME AND HOPE YOU LIKE MY GIFT>>>zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

7 may 2009

2009-05-07T03:34:00.000-07:00

Im so Restless now?? I dun noe why?Im so angry now becoz of her..Why are u always overeacting,Can u juz accept the fact that u are an EMO gal who even wants to commite suicede;
I hate the memory i have of u.Its taunting me all day.Youre always wrong not me.YOure always the bad guy and im not suprise if u say u like bad guy coz u are one yourself..We people are normal people who noe how to control our anger unlike you.Youre always overeacting .Youre to much man..control urself..You should learn how to control your anger and u should learn how to diffrinate between right and wrong understand student?

5 may 2009

2009-05-06T01:25:00.000-07:00

IT was the most embarassing day ever..I was told to do a speech but I forget to bring my paper..I had to go infront of the whole class to say .I was nervous..Guess wat,I could't even finish my sentence.I did it in less than 2 minutes..I NOE.OMG..But im glad i still pass.AT least now I have done my speech and dun have to worry bout it..Maria-HAppy now?I did post did I?I found something to say haha..signing off

2 may 2009

2009-05-02T06:16:00.000-07:00

Im so bored now..nothing to do at home--
I dun noe what to post..so Lazzzzy......
Exams are comming in 1 week time.>ARHHH!
I still havent start revising..prepare to fail for MYE this year

1 may 2009

2009-05-01T03:12:00.000-07:00

We are drifting apart and i tink thats good..we have been together for like 2 years but i feel we are not meant to be frens..You hate pink whlie i like pink..You hate colourful background while i like colourful background..Whats wrong with that maybe you are to Emo and du noe how to appreciate colours other than red and black..Why are you following us like a dog?Dun you have any other fren apart from me?I still remember the day u betrayed me and went with her..Do you think I FORGIVE YOU??OH PLS..I never forgive you for what you have done and not even in my dream..Im sick of pretending to be your fren..Dun you get or should i explain iyt to u in other languages..your so bitchy and your words are not copyrighted..Its found in the dictionary and not you..Why are you so VAIN??JUz becoz you have a talent doesnt mean you are a special..Other people also have way better talent than you so QUIT showing off..

29 april 2009

2009-04-29T04:37:00.000-07:00

Its been a stressful day for me today...I just had english exam today and it was damm hard..Damm you mr TEO for setting up such a hard paper!~~~~~~~~Should have walk back home with maria coz i have to wait for my stupid bus for 15 minutes..Waste my bloody time....Anyway,,A very Happy Belated B' DAy to cheryl...Hope you like my gift..Sry for the late wish................Should i go and study for my malay paper tomorrow??Why am i saying that obviously YES!My GRADES are dropping ..AAH,,,Im panicking.........!I tink i should go study,,,Why am I saying that agail?LOL! signing off~~

23 april 2009

2009-04-24T08:41:00.000-07:00

Today was quite bored...I want this stressful week to end
Exams are jus around the corner,,I feel like tearing off my
hair into pieces.I am soo happy that i am sitting
at the front now with my bestie maria(ps:I noe she will be reading this)Zhi seng is also there to help me with studies..
Dun noe why dut cant sleep now............signing off

ABOUT ME

2009-04-24T08:38:00.000-07:00

Name:Ruksana
aged:15
Status:Single
.Moody
.Childish
.haTE BETRAYERS
.CAPRICON
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